I really do not want to go but then i recalled a text message I received that gave me the idea to let all my upset. feelings and frustrations out on the equipment!
I really dont feel like going as i havent eaten since yesterday and Im feeling sickly but then I wont keep in shape sitting on my jack ass at home!
I think after I will try and pick up a takeaway then head over to Karens for a heart to heart, I really do have alot of thinking to do this weekend and I need to sound out a few things with my best friend, not that im going to reveal too much but a few points will suffice.
Maybe then I can come home and then keep my thinking hat on and really try to sort out the things that are most important to me in my life.